Of mujahidah

Honestly, it is not easy to mujahidah. The more you push the feeling away, the more it will come. But you know what?

IT IS NOT IMPOSSIBLE.

Because, I am possible. Ya Allah, please, please allow me to let the feelings go away. It is your love that I seek for, not his. Forgive me for Im being very weak in handling this, just you that I depend on. Ease me, ya Allah. Amin.